Thursday, August 23, 2012

Alvin's confused mind

I'm always thinking about the current situation. Whatever is bugging me that time, I'd be thinking about it. The only times I've thought about the past were those times when I miss Angel, or falling in love (which I don't really think about much, contrary to what all of you think). But other than that, I'd think about whatever. Things like "Aww, I need to fix Cain tonight. I guess it's gonna be another all nighter." or "What dish should I cook everyone tomorrow?" or "Oh, the exams are coming, better study or else Candy might beat me up."... normal stuff actually.

I HAVE had meanigful thoughts before. But those are mostly about my parents or my current situation. I usually talk these things with someone else.


Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Relatonship with parents huh?

Hmm... let's see... my parents huh...They're dead! How can I have a relationship with them? I can only remember our relationship when I was 4. They were obviously being kind 'cause we were kids.

The person who took care of me was my Aunt Ai. Now, she's a little strict when it comes to training. She's a Ceika after-all. Right now, she's the current head of the Ceika business (Since my dad died). And boy, is she serious. I can't talk to her all cool and informal. We have to be respectful when it comes to talking to her.

When auntie Ai isn't available, uncle Jacque comes to help. Uncle Jacque is actually a cousin of my mother. All Kashei's before used to live together. I also can't be all buddy buddy with uncle Jacque. I mean, he's the serious type. He would be all "Hey Alvin, have you done your homework? Let me check." and when some of my answers are wrong, he would "tsk" and then say "This one's incorrect. Do it over." back then I would think "Aren't you gonna help me?" but he wouldn't.

Although he's strict towards me and Chokie, he would be kind with Candy and Chocolate. Why? 'Cause they remind him of my mother. They were close. *sigh*

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Banked

I'm like Lei. I have money in the bank. But unlike him, I worked for that money. So all my hard work will very well be paid off.