Laziness

What's up with Sabrina? She's been clinging onto me since the other day. Anyway, I've been feeling lazy these days. I don't really know why. I don't think I'm sick. Sick of life? I don't know. And I know that instead of lazing around, I should be studying. It's kinda weird 'cause Mercurians are really industrious. We're not the lazy kinda, so why am I feeling out of it? UGH! Even Saki persuading me to study in military style isn't working for me. What's wrong?

Date with Hazel

After many many years, I went out with a girl the other day. It's been a while. Oh, by the way, it's not a "girlfriend-boyfriend" date. Just your normal, casual, going out with friends date. I actually intended on asking Lei and Meygan out, but I'm not that big on double dates. Plus, Hazel doesn't really know these two. Initially, I was supposed to ask Meygan, but Lei gave me a bad stare and I just backed down.

It was really fun going out with Hazel. I realised tons of things. She ain't that girly (despite running a salon), she watches her figure though (not something I like) and she's not my type. Yeaaaah, she's not really someone I'd ask out to be my girlfriend. There wasn't any spark. But she's good as a friend. Plus, I think that she might have a lover waiting for her back in Mercury. So I'd definitely back down...

JanJan's arc part 4

Last month, I've observed something uncalled for. It's been continuing up until now too, and it's been getting more intense as the exams draw near. I've seen something horrible. JanJan and Remy have been flirting. I'm pretty sure it's flirting. I mean, boys and girls don't normally act that way around each other. And this has been bothering me 'cause I know that JanJan's in a relationship right now. I've met his boyfriend. Isn't that like, cheating? Doing things behind your lover's back is bad. I should know 'cause I'm a victim. I would know how Luca would feel. But I'm not sure 'cause I don't know how Luca is. But it would still hurt.

What is the deal with people? Is it that fun to cheat on your lover who is ignorant to the fact that you are doing things behind his back? I'm not in the position to tell JanJan off because this is his life, but isn't he like a prophet or something? Aren't prophets good? He should be able to tell what's bad or good. There's a fine line between flirting and being friendly.