Break up (you have to read my blog about first love first)

Let's see... since you're all wondering how Angel and I broke up, I'll tell you.

This is pretty much the heaviest load I've got on me right now. Releasing it into a blog is probably the best thing but I'm not sure about that either...

So the break up. Remember Greg? The other guy courting Angel at the same time. In my previous blog post, I said that I never really knew what happened to him. But the reason of the break up IS him. Well, part of it. I don't blame him since I don't know his side of the story. By the way, he really was an upper batch that time. 2 years above me.

At first, it wasn't clear; who broke up with who. But when we got to speak, it was Angel. She told me that she liked me but never loved me. She loves Greg more. I asked her why she went out with me and she said that it was I looked pitiful. Angel...cheated on me, you see. While we were going out, she's been going out with Greg. She kinda made me her trial and error. Her first time was with me because she didn't want to look inexperienced in front of Greg. But I got this story from Mai. I trust her enough because, weirdly, she's been there for me.

So yeah. I don't really want to go through the drama. I think I've moved on. I think. I don't know the whole truth about the stories because we don't speak anymore. But maybe when the time comes that we do get to speak, I don't really know. It depends on the future me. So I'll leave it at that. I'm sleepy.