Break up (you have to read my blog about first love first)

Let's see... since you're all wondering how Angel and I broke up, I'll tell you.

This is pretty much the heaviest load I've got on me right now. Releasing it into a blog is probably the best thing but I'm not sure about that either...

So the break up. Remember Greg? The other guy courting Angel at the same time. In my previous blog post, I said that I never really knew what happened to him. But the reason of the break up IS him. Well, part of it. I don't blame him since I don't know his side of the story. By the way, he really was an upper batch that time. 2 years above me.

At first, it wasn't clear; who broke up with who. But when we got to speak, it was Angel. She told me that she liked me but never loved me. She loves Greg more. I asked her why she went out with me and she said that it was I looked pitiful. Angel...cheated on me, you see. While we were going out, she's been going out with Greg. She kinda made me her trial and error. Her first time was with me because she didn't want to look inexperienced in front of Greg. But I got this story from Mai. I trust her enough because, weirdly, she's been there for me.

So yeah. I don't really want to go through the drama. I think I've moved on. I think. I don't know the whole truth about the stories because we don't speak anymore. But maybe when the time comes that we do get to speak, I don't really know. It depends on the future me. So I'll leave it at that. I'm sleepy.

Two or more weeks of no guys

Ugh. Hanging out with women and a robot is not fun at all. Especially if these women are bitches who won't listen to reason... Where is my social life? How are you guys?

at age 11...

5 years ago, I was 11 years old. 2nd year in Middle school. There's definitely change, I can assure you that. Back then, I was more of an innocent, nice boy. I've not fallen in love yet. Things were not confusing. I was curious, though. I made tons of innovation but I gave them to the government for them to use.

I didn't have much friends back in middle school. Actually, I don't think I have friends. Maybe one...He was someone I go to when I need something. He does the same thing. We weren't that close. He was like and acquaintance or something. I usually hang out with my cousins. Hmm... maybe I should pay him a visit. I heard his family runs a repair shop. Might be the reason why I spoke with him.

Enjoying the company of Connor

A few days ago, Connor asked if he could join us during lunch. It's been fun. Connor is fun to be with. He gives off a pleasant vibe. Like all your troubles would go away~ He's such a happy chap.

To be honest, I'm not close with the person I chose. Actually, I'm only close with quite a few people in this class now that Erily has been moved to another, aren't I?

The first impression I got from this person is "wo-oh! he/she doesn't seem to want me to be his friend. Better not get close." But I don't think he/she's like that at all. But if I were given the chance if I could be his/her friend or not, I'd probably not. I don't know, we're not at the same level. His/Her attention is shifter somewhere else. He/She doesn't seem to dwell on the reality we're all having right at this moment. And he/she seems to look farther away. He/she has this look on his/her face.

Personality wise, I think he/she's friendly. But he/she tend to let in the very few chosen. The one's worthy of his/her friendship. There was this one time where I thought that this person is nice in general, but I was solely mistaken.