NOOOOOOOOOOO!

The worst has coooome D:( V-vanilla and Kai are... They are... GOING OOOOUUUUUUTTTTT! I was pretty broken hearted for a few days. I couldn't even function well during out house's attraction. My precious, glass-like heart. It was torn to pieces. I poured my heart making my Valentine chocolates for Vanilla. There she comes with Jin all happy and stuff. I give her the chocolates. She looked extremely happy and even said "Look Lanfan, in the end, I DO get brown chocolates. HURRAY!" with her cute happy face and then all of a sudden, Jin says "Is that alright? Receiving chocolates even though you and Kai are going out?" The last bit rang inside my head three times going slow-mo each time it repeats. Like "Going out! GOING OOOUUUTTT, GOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGG OOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT!" It hurts! I turned to stone for a few second then i shouted. 

I asked Vanilla if it was true and she said "Well, I guess it is..." HUHUHUHUHU! I couldn't sleep for a few nights. I even sobbed to Tama. Would you imagine that? I couldn't go drinking though. I believe drinking should only be for celebrations, not comforting oneself. Anyway, the next few days, I wandered about with no spirit at all. I think this is one of the reasons I couldn't remember House C's events at all. Then I suddenly saw Vanilla Hanging and flirting with Reid. I was shocked and Ran to her. I said "Vanilla! You shouldn't be hugging and flirting with Reid! Aren't you and Kai together now?"

Vanilla said that it was fine since it was only an open relationship. Upon hearing the words, Open relationship  I broke in with a big grin-smile with my eyes like a Yuxiu's. Then Reid said that his time as Vanilla's boyfriend for the whole 3 weeks is not yet over. I was like WHHHUUT? 3 Weeks? Boyfriend for 3 weeks? If she had Reid then why would she ask Kai? I still wonder...

So, right now, Reid and Vanilla are over but not with Kai yet. Tomorrow's the dance. I'm going with Mai. I know, weird, but she was there during my sad days and she was comforting me. And I think I accidentally asked her out to dance. :| Oh well, I don't regret it that much since I think Vanilla and Kai are going with each other. HUHUHU!

Valentine Dream

WTF!? Last night, I was reading Vanilla's post about the valentine's day event. After that, I went to sleep already and I had a weird dream D:( It wasn't pleasant. In my dream, it was valentine's day. And instead of chocolates, roses were being given out. And only to women. Men don't receive anything. So, uhm, in this dream, I was supposed to give a pink rose to some, err, girl. Let's call her Girl :) Girl was already with a guy. This guy was tall >:( Actually, he was depicted by the Hetalia axis powers character Sweden and I don't know why. Sweden and girl were walking home and it was already the last hour at school. I was running after them trying to give girl that pink rose I had before the day at school officially ends. I kept running and shouting but they couldn't seem to hear me. They went to the station already, of course, I followed. But then they were on the other side. I was pissed. They were about to kiss. I can see girl holding that red rose Sweden gave her. When their lips were about to touch, I threw the pink rose in a dart-throwing fashion with this weird look in my face wherein one of my eyes were squinting while the other was big and my mouth was circled :\ It was pretty intense, they almost kissed. The camera zoomed, actually. And their lips were realistic and stuff. Not pretty :\ The kiss was stopped because the stem of the rose reached girl's mouth. And my dream ends because I woke up. 

Whoa! It's been a while since I had a dream. The last dream that I had sort of became real, will this one be real as well? Like a sign like the last one?