WTF?

Ugh! Candy's gonna give me a beating (not a real beating) when I come back home. I've been doing bad with my grades. First term I was at 27th and now I'm at 29th. What has happened to me? I mean, I know I'm smart but I've been lazing off. GAAAH! I feel like I don't want to go home this coming holiday. Not when Candy is on her bride-mode. With all the planning and frustration, who knows what she might do to me... O_O

Laziness

What's up with Sabrina? She's been clinging onto me since the other day. Anyway, I've been feeling lazy these days. I don't really know why. I don't think I'm sick. Sick of life? I don't know. And I know that instead of lazing around, I should be studying. It's kinda weird 'cause Mercurians are really industrious. We're not the lazy kinda, so why am I feeling out of it? UGH! Even Saki persuading me to study in military style isn't working for me. What's wrong?

Date with Hazel

After many many years, I went out with a girl the other day. It's been a while. Oh, by the way, it's not a "girlfriend-boyfriend" date. Just your normal, casual, going out with friends date. I actually intended on asking Lei and Meygan out, but I'm not that big on double dates. Plus, Hazel doesn't really know these two. Initially, I was supposed to ask Meygan, but Lei gave me a bad stare and I just backed down.

It was really fun going out with Hazel. I realised tons of things. She ain't that girly (despite running a salon), she watches her figure though (not something I like) and she's not my type. Yeaaaah, she's not really someone I'd ask out to be my girlfriend. There wasn't any spark. But she's good as a friend. Plus, I think that she might have a lover waiting for her back in Mercury. So I'd definitely back down...

JanJan's arc part 4

Last month, I've observed something uncalled for. It's been continuing up until now too, and it's been getting more intense as the exams draw near. I've seen something horrible. JanJan and Remy have been flirting. I'm pretty sure it's flirting. I mean, boys and girls don't normally act that way around each other. And this has been bothering me 'cause I know that JanJan's in a relationship right now. I've met his boyfriend. Isn't that like, cheating? Doing things behind your lover's back is bad. I should know 'cause I'm a victim. I would know how Luca would feel. But I'm not sure 'cause I don't know how Luca is. But it would still hurt.

What is the deal with people? Is it that fun to cheat on your lover who is ignorant to the fact that you are doing things behind his back? I'm not in the position to tell JanJan off because this is his life, but isn't he like a prophet or something? Aren't prophets good? He should be able to tell what's bad or good. There's a fine line between flirting and being friendly.

Re: Zonvelf

Granted but she would cheat on you and you would immediately break up and you would lose her forever.

I wish I would find "the one" already.

Ze Bodeh

Yeah, I'm insecure and I admit it. It sucks that there are tons of men here in WCA who have nice bodies. I mean, Reid himself is taunting enough. And having a friend (Lei) who is toned doesn't really help. I'm not saying I want to be as muscular as a Greek God. Maybe reaching Dale's body type is my goal?

So far, the most muscular guys in WCA are Dale being in the lead. Then I think Kai, Tomo and Reid are in a tie. Next is Lei? Then Zonvelf perhaps, but that's unfair 'cause he was pre-built. I don't want to sound vain but I think I'm ahead of Otto 'cause I play sports. Otto next then comes the others. There's something bothering me though. Why is Connor a little toned. Just a little, but still toned.

He might not have abs, but I've seen his arms from last year's house wars. There were curves. Muscular curves. Muscles which you gain from working out twice or thrice. Hmm...

Now onto girls. I'm a guy so I like boobs. I think almost all of the male population would immediately look at a woman's boobs upon first meeting. I kinda noticed that from all the girls I've dated. I'm not into girls who are taller than me. I kinda don't feel like I can protect that type. I think also like curvy women. With boobs or not, just make sure the waist to hip ratio is perfect. Example? Hmm...I can't 'cause tons of people would complain.

Same old

Hmm...I think it would be bothersome to actually rule. I mean, I have to be noble... be kind yet strict to my people. I'd rather be a chef. Less hassle that way. I just want to be like myself. My life is already interesting now... I don't need to be king to be awesome.

Backstabbing

So... I overheard Erika and her blabby mouth talking about how I've been 'idle'. People have been talking about me? You guys are mean! I'm not having a moment here. It's just normal for a Mercurian to go quiet at one point. Didn't Cain tell you anything?

So to explain what really happened to me during the 'idle' days that you speak of...

Recently there's this person that caught my attention. I didn't know why but my eyes kept following her. It's not love. I'm not in love. The feeling you get when your eyes chase the person you like was not in any form present. My eyes just kept following her. So I approached her. It turns out, she was Mercurian. Aah, at that point, I knew WHY my eyes were following her. I guess it was something like 'takes one to know one' moment.

So she's from North, Mercury (I think Mercury and Saturn are the same in place names) and her family runs a salon. She's a year above me and her name is Hazel Couper. She said she'd give me a haircut because my hair was already growing long. (FACT: Mercurian hair grows fast.)  Business is good for them. We hung out a few times but I guess this is the part where you guys started complaining about it.

The truth is, I just wanted to get out of my system for a while. And this field trip with the athletics club did it for me. It feels great to sweat out and practice sports. It's been a while. And also, I think I was too preoccupied with the Hazel-thing that I couldn't overhear you guys talk about me. Remember, I have a great sense of hearing? Erika spoke at the wrong time and I got her to spill. She actually spilled the beans quite easily. Didn't even ask for compensation. That's pretty un-piratey...

So... I'm guessing Cain didn't tell you. Why didn't you ask him? He's programmed to answer questions...

EDIT: I forgot, we celebrated Dale's birthday and shit and he told us he'd go easy on us since it's his birthday. But the mother fucker totally DID NOT! It was even worse. And he told us that that's how he treated us for his birthday :\

Break up (you have to read my blog about first love first)

Let's see... since you're all wondering how Angel and I broke up, I'll tell you.

This is pretty much the heaviest load I've got on me right now. Releasing it into a blog is probably the best thing but I'm not sure about that either...

So the break up. Remember Greg? The other guy courting Angel at the same time. In my previous blog post, I said that I never really knew what happened to him. But the reason of the break up IS him. Well, part of it. I don't blame him since I don't know his side of the story. By the way, he really was an upper batch that time. 2 years above me.

At first, it wasn't clear; who broke up with who. But when we got to speak, it was Angel. She told me that she liked me but never loved me. She loves Greg more. I asked her why she went out with me and she said that it was I looked pitiful. Angel...cheated on me, you see. While we were going out, she's been going out with Greg. She kinda made me her trial and error. Her first time was with me because she didn't want to look inexperienced in front of Greg. But I got this story from Mai. I trust her enough because, weirdly, she's been there for me.

So yeah. I don't really want to go through the drama. I think I've moved on. I think. I don't know the whole truth about the stories because we don't speak anymore. But maybe when the time comes that we do get to speak, I don't really know. It depends on the future me. So I'll leave it at that. I'm sleepy.

Two or more weeks of no guys

Ugh. Hanging out with women and a robot is not fun at all. Especially if these women are bitches who won't listen to reason... Where is my social life? How are you guys?

at age 11...

5 years ago, I was 11 years old. 2nd year in Middle school. There's definitely change, I can assure you that. Back then, I was more of an innocent, nice boy. I've not fallen in love yet. Things were not confusing. I was curious, though. I made tons of innovation but I gave them to the government for them to use.

I didn't have much friends back in middle school. Actually, I don't think I have friends. Maybe one...He was someone I go to when I need something. He does the same thing. We weren't that close. He was like and acquaintance or something. I usually hang out with my cousins. Hmm... maybe I should pay him a visit. I heard his family runs a repair shop. Might be the reason why I spoke with him.

Enjoying the company of Connor

A few days ago, Connor asked if he could join us during lunch. It's been fun. Connor is fun to be with. He gives off a pleasant vibe. Like all your troubles would go away~ He's such a happy chap.

To be honest, I'm not close with the person I chose. Actually, I'm only close with quite a few people in this class now that Erily has been moved to another, aren't I?

The first impression I got from this person is "wo-oh! he/she doesn't seem to want me to be his friend. Better not get close." But I don't think he/she's like that at all. But if I were given the chance if I could be his/her friend or not, I'd probably not. I don't know, we're not at the same level. His/Her attention is shifter somewhere else. He/She doesn't seem to dwell on the reality we're all having right at this moment. And he/she seems to look farther away. He/she has this look on his/her face.

Personality wise, I think he/she's friendly. But he/she tend to let in the very few chosen. The one's worthy of his/her friendship. There was this one time where I thought that this person is nice in general, but I was solely mistaken.

Bitter love

Why is it that when we talk about MY love life, everything has to turn out rather bitter? I ain't lucky in love. I admit. Hmm...I don't want to talk about Angel. I always talk about her when it's about love. Let's talk about someone else...

Aah. This person is someone I'm very passionate about. I've spent time with her ever since I was young. We're practically a couple, except that I share with other people. I know everything about her. I'm not obsessed, I just grew up like that. You can't tell me that I don't know her very well because I do. I probably know more about her than I know about my family.

If you test me, I'll score 150/100. I'm quite sensitive when it comes to her. One single mistake that you do, and I'd detect like a mother fucking radar. Heck, I can smell it when you make a mistake. From a far.

Nationality

I've been to Apollo. Although it pains me that there are no women there, I'd still want to try being one. There are the nymphs...I guess they would do. :) Plus, there are Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

Liquor aye?

Oh you know, I'm just your average Mercurian. It's not like I'm someone special. But I'm a chef. And wine tasting, or liquor tasting, as we put it, is necessary in my job. So I'm kinda used to drinking them. But then, just because I taste it every freaking day, doesn't mean I'm wine-tolerant. I'm just like any other. 

Just don't make me drink a lot. I have been drunk once. 

It was actually pretty sunny till...

Yes. yes it was. As you can see, I am one of those students got was stranded at school. I forgot to bring an umbrella because I was in a hurry going to school. I never knew it would flood. Actually, I was supposed to leave early but Cain kept whining about how he'll get killed. He still thinks the water would cause him a short-circuit. Ugh. Tomorrow, if the weather permits, we'll head back to house C. I am starving. If only I have tons of ingredients, then I would go to the home ec room and make everyone a lovely dish.

Sick of Cain

Cain at the same house. Cain at the same room. Cain diagonally seated from me. CAIN CAIN CAIN! Ugh! I'm sick of it. *sigh* No more inspiration. Vanilla was taken away from me so I'm actually giving up this time. Oh well. Gotta look for a new one now.

Nymphs are so cute

But vicious! Well, Lei brought us to where the nymphs were. They were all so cute. So Cain and I thought that we should bring one to Mercury. I mean, it's not illegal, is it? So I tried capturing one and was quite successful (yes, I'm proud) I just decided to hold her with her hand because I seriously don't know where to put her. I think she was a forest nymph. We just saw her and asked her to come with us. And she did. I don't know how she understood me and Cain though. She suddenly disappeared when i was holding her. 

She didn't escape, she just disappeared. Like, out of nowhere. So I thought maybe she doesn't really want to come with us and just let it pass. Then that night, I had a dream. It was quite wonderful, but quite strangely disturbing. The nymph was there. In my dream, we could understand each other. Err, I won't tell you the whole story of the dream because it's somehow x-rated. The gist would be, she manipulated me. We kissed, and some people (I won't name who) were envious. I seemed to be the main character in my dream. Wow, that's a first. Something that's really about ME. Yeah~~~ I just let the nymph go. 

On the plus size, SHEEEEEEEPS! They're so cute! They're so fluffy! :3

Finally arrived

So obviously, we arrived already. I got so excited. Upon arrival Cain and I waited for Lei to come and then we headed of to his friends place. Quite the musicians there. I got bombarded with questions about Milky Way and stuff. Cain was just recording everything but I told him to stop and introduced him to everyone. 

Seeing Apollo has made me miss women. Particularly my mother. So, I dug out a photo from my phone and stared at it for a while to re-cooperate. And here she is. Oh mother dear, how I wish you and father have seen me grow up together with Candy, Chocolate and Chokie. :( 

 

Flight to Apollo

Right now, I'm on the rocket ship heading to Apollo. I'm with Cain and he's getting excited again. I can't wait to visit Andromeda. This will be a loooooong trip.

Visiting Andromeda

It would be my first time visiting Andromeda. I'll be going to Lei's planet, at Apollo. I'll bring Cain with me. Chocolate said she wanted to come, but then these are Apollonians we're talking about. They might get culture shocked or something. That might offend my sister. Then I get they might be perverts so I still think it's best for her not to come. I invited Chokie but he said that he wishes to spend his summer break with his girlfriend. WHAT THE FUCK? He already has a girlfriend? FUCK THAT FUCKING-- He's just 14, he's still too young. What if she's curly? what if she's also mean and manipulative? Oh Chokie, you don't know the evils of women... I wish you luck. 


So, Apollo. Something to look forward to. Will it be peaceful there, or will it be noisy? It seems peacful so I think it would be. I wonder if they would recognise me as a foreigner...

NOOOOOOOOOOO!

The worst has coooome D:( V-vanilla and Kai are... They are... GOING OOOOUUUUUUTTTTT! I was pretty broken hearted for a few days. I couldn't even function well during out house's attraction. My precious, glass-like heart. It was torn to pieces. I poured my heart making my Valentine chocolates for Vanilla. There she comes with Jin all happy and stuff. I give her the chocolates. She looked extremely happy and even said "Look Lanfan, in the end, I DO get brown chocolates. HURRAY!" with her cute happy face and then all of a sudden, Jin says "Is that alright? Receiving chocolates even though you and Kai are going out?" The last bit rang inside my head three times going slow-mo each time it repeats. Like "Going out! GOING OOOUUUTTT, GOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNGGGGGGG OOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT!" It hurts! I turned to stone for a few second then i shouted. 

I asked Vanilla if it was true and she said "Well, I guess it is..." HUHUHUHUHU! I couldn't sleep for a few nights. I even sobbed to Tama. Would you imagine that? I couldn't go drinking though. I believe drinking should only be for celebrations, not comforting oneself. Anyway, the next few days, I wandered about with no spirit at all. I think this is one of the reasons I couldn't remember House C's events at all. Then I suddenly saw Vanilla Hanging and flirting with Reid. I was shocked and Ran to her. I said "Vanilla! You shouldn't be hugging and flirting with Reid! Aren't you and Kai together now?"

Vanilla said that it was fine since it was only an open relationship. Upon hearing the words, Open relationship  I broke in with a big grin-smile with my eyes like a Yuxiu's. Then Reid said that his time as Vanilla's boyfriend for the whole 3 weeks is not yet over. I was like WHHHUUT? 3 Weeks? Boyfriend for 3 weeks? If she had Reid then why would she ask Kai? I still wonder...

So, right now, Reid and Vanilla are over but not with Kai yet. Tomorrow's the dance. I'm going with Mai. I know, weird, but she was there during my sad days and she was comforting me. And I think I accidentally asked her out to dance. :| Oh well, I don't regret it that much since I think Vanilla and Kai are going with each other. HUHUHU!

Valentine Dream

WTF!? Last night, I was reading Vanilla's post about the valentine's day event. After that, I went to sleep already and I had a weird dream D:( It wasn't pleasant. In my dream, it was valentine's day. And instead of chocolates, roses were being given out. And only to women. Men don't receive anything. So, uhm, in this dream, I was supposed to give a pink rose to some, err, girl. Let's call her Girl :) Girl was already with a guy. This guy was tall >:( Actually, he was depicted by the Hetalia axis powers character Sweden and I don't know why. Sweden and girl were walking home and it was already the last hour at school. I was running after them trying to give girl that pink rose I had before the day at school officially ends. I kept running and shouting but they couldn't seem to hear me. They went to the station already, of course, I followed. But then they were on the other side. I was pissed. They were about to kiss. I can see girl holding that red rose Sweden gave her. When their lips were about to touch, I threw the pink rose in a dart-throwing fashion with this weird look in my face wherein one of my eyes were squinting while the other was big and my mouth was circled :\ It was pretty intense, they almost kissed. The camera zoomed, actually. And their lips were realistic and stuff. Not pretty :\ The kiss was stopped because the stem of the rose reached girl's mouth. And my dream ends because I woke up. 

Whoa! It's been a while since I had a dream. The last dream that I had sort of became real, will this one be real as well? Like a sign like the last one?