First love aye?

I can't say I'm shy or embarrassed by sharing the story of my first love. Most of you know already so why bother, right? But I'll still tell you guys about it. Though I won't go to the extent of the bitter memories.

My first love was Angel Kimura. Our relationship was really hard to forget. I mean, after all, she's the first one. I first met her when my sister's boyfriend Fire visited our home. Actually, Fire always visits our home and I wasn't really on good terms with that. One day, Fire's sister came to the restaurant and looked for him. Then that was where I saw her. I was really taken aback. She totally fit my type of girl. Candy pushed us to friendship and eventually, we got to know each other and I started courting her. This was really difficult as there was also another guy courting her that time. So it was like a battle for whoever can win Angel's heart. The guy's name was Greg. I forgot his surname though. I never really got to see him at school. Maybe he's an upper batch or something. Anyway, I won the battle and started dating Angel. I don't know what happened to Greg afterward. So basically, the reason why I can't forget about her instantly was is that almost all of my first times were experienced with her. We're all adults here so I won't hesitate talking about this. My first kiss was from her (like the real adult one), first date, first girlfriend and then my first time. Actually, I never really wanted to do it with her unless she was ready. For a long time we never talked about it and then she suddenly brings it up. I was really curious but then I put that aside since she was saying that she loved me so much and was ready already. We were both virgins then so that was awkward. I can remember only doing it twice with her. Thrice if you count the first time we did it. Those were good times but it was followed by ill stuff so I won't go beyond this now. 

Honestly, I don't think I have moved on yet. I mean, we were going out for almost three years. It's not easy okay. But I'm trying my best to move on. I don't really want to forget about the feelings I had. Yeah, I'm that boring. I just wanna move on but keep all those memories we had together. On the plus side, things are slightly going well with the "moving on" plan.