Greatest fear

Since I'm such a goodie-two-shoes, I'll be blogging about our new theme. It's about our fears. Well, I've already told and stressed about that story in my previous post so I'll just give a gist. I fear dogs because I was bitten when I was a kid. Another fear would probably losing my family. I mean, come on, who would want that?

Who was the first person that I met?

Hey everyone. This weeks topic is... the first person I met. I'm not too sure who it was. I can recall meeting Erily but they kept insisting it was Kai since I have met him way back. So maybe it is him. And I will tell you how I met him. I'm not even sure if I'm allowed to tell this story. I'm also not sure whether Kai remembers this or not. I opt for the latter. We were children. I think I was 3 years old and Kai was 4. Hmm, maybe I was 2? I don't really know but I remember that my parents were still alive then. Kai's mother was visiting mine since they were friends during their high school days together with Mai's father.  Kai's mum took him with her and that is how I got to meet him. We used to play every time they visited. I think it was his fault that I have this bite mark on my hand. Back then I wasn't so afraid of dogs yet. Kai and I were playing near one. In my eyes, the dog didn't seem vicious but there were rumours about it that it was. My cousin Yula told me not to come near because she's already seen the dog being mean to others. So I was hesitant to go near the sweet looking dog. Kai was interested in animals then and went to the dog but I said that he shouldn't. But he still went, the brave kid. He attempted to touch the dog. It was behaved and didn't seem to mind. He called me over and said "Look! He doesn't bite. I can touch him see. You can touch him too. Go on, pet him." His words convinced me so the push over kid that I am, I did what he said. I got to touch him but he suddenly bit me. I was so terrified. My hand was bleeding. The dog started barking. Kai grabbed my other hand and we ran fast. Then I cried to my mum. She was all worried. Kai's mum asked what happened and he told her everything we just did. From that day on, a scar remained in my left hand. But it's not that noticeable. 

There was a girl who claimed she had the potion to end immortal people's life. We met her when Kai and I were playing in the park once. Kai was swinging about in the monkey bars and I told him not to do that 'cause he might die. But he said he was immortal. He asked me to join but I said I was afraid 'cause I'm mortal. Then this girl appeared. She was twirling curly hair and a mole near her left eye. She said those things to us and Kai suddenly came down, started chasing her saying "give me the potion you bitch!" Really, him saying those words as a child. Unsightly. The girl ran away. She only appeared to us three times. Twice to Kai and Thrice to me. She never came back. Wonder how she is. 

First love aye?

I can't say I'm shy or embarrassed by sharing the story of my first love. Most of you know already so why bother, right? But I'll still tell you guys about it. Though I won't go to the extent of the bitter memories.

My first love was Angel Kimura. Our relationship was really hard to forget. I mean, after all, she's the first one. I first met her when my sister's boyfriend Fire visited our home. Actually, Fire always visits our home and I wasn't really on good terms with that. One day, Fire's sister came to the restaurant and looked for him. Then that was where I saw her. I was really taken aback. She totally fit my type of girl. Candy pushed us to friendship and eventually, we got to know each other and I started courting her. This was really difficult as there was also another guy courting her that time. So it was like a battle for whoever can win Angel's heart. The guy's name was Greg. I forgot his surname though. I never really got to see him at school. Maybe he's an upper batch or something. Anyway, I won the battle and started dating Angel. I don't know what happened to Greg afterward. So basically, the reason why I can't forget about her instantly was is that almost all of my first times were experienced with her. We're all adults here so I won't hesitate talking about this. My first kiss was from her (like the real adult one), first date, first girlfriend and then my first time. Actually, I never really wanted to do it with her unless she was ready. For a long time we never talked about it and then she suddenly brings it up. I was really curious but then I put that aside since she was saying that she loved me so much and was ready already. We were both virgins then so that was awkward. I can remember only doing it twice with her. Thrice if you count the first time we did it. Those were good times but it was followed by ill stuff so I won't go beyond this now. 

Honestly, I don't think I have moved on yet. I mean, we were going out for almost three years. It's not easy okay. But I'm trying my best to move on. I don't really want to forget about the feelings I had. Yeah, I'm that boring. I just wanna move on but keep all those memories we had together. On the plus side, things are slightly going well with the "moving on" plan.

Annoyed

You know what? Reid has been on my nerves lately. I don't know why either. A while ago we were all asked who we look up to and who we don't feel. I chose Reid for some reason. I know I shouldn't be blogging about this, but I don't know, I'm a guy, I get frustrated. So anyway, there might be some possible reason why he irks me. Well for starters, he's really tall. I mean, I'm also tall, at least taller than the WCA girls, but what the hell? Why is he freakishly tall? It's not that I don't like his tallness but ugh, I am jealous. I want to be tall too. Naah not really, I'm happy with my height. 'Cause I'm taller than Kai and that's the most important thing. Next thing, oh this really annoys me, he is super macho like he's the God of workouts or something. It's been my dream to have nicely done muscles. Why does he have to appear all of a sudden and crush it? Lastly, he sticks to women too much. I mean, first Sabrina, and now Vanilla? What the hell? He's all flirty-flirty with Sabrina just because they're dance partners. Now he's being sticky to Vanilla like they're on a relationship or something. Watch out men, he might take your dreams and crush it and steal the woman you love and your friends too. >:(